FRUSTRATION

It had been a long week for me last week, but its not over. Im gonna get even more stressed up this week. Assignments due on next monday for accounting and next wed for management (thank God not fri!)

Where got time? How to breathe? Can take break not? So stress leh! :(

But whats the point of complaining knowing that in the end I still have to suck it up and get through it. 

Well, at least I think I have the rights to rant and spill out everything rather than boiling it up and bursting in the end! IF I keep it in and die how? School gonna help? no la kidding hahaha not so immature. 

But ya, its been awhile since I feel so hard to breathe. The worse part of doing assignment is not that it bores you but rather you dunno if you're doing it correctly. Imagine you do do do then in the end everything is wrong.

Hais, apart from afraid of doing it wrongly, whats more sian is that you are sooooo tired and you are just not motivated to do or when you are motivated your environment is just not right. I think i mentioned before Im better when i study at night maybe because it is more peaceful (?) I dunno la. But ya, life of a student. 

In Singapore, no cert you dont need survive already. Last time got 'O' Level very zai already, got Dip even btr! NOW? You are still nothing even if you hold a Deg. All for what? All for money and future. Unless youre already very rich la you study for knowledge lo. But, the truth always hurts... IM NO RICH KID :( 

ENJOY MY POSE OF FRUSTRATION THROUGHOUT THESE YEARS... LOL

 HOW TO BREATHE ?!!?!?

OK FAITH, JUST SUCK IT UP. 

BYE, XOXO!

HAPPY 11TH MONTHSARY BABY!

You're my guy, I love you :)

No matter how many times you laugh at how short I am, I will still love you <3

I will never let you go, NEVER.

Since then till now, and forever more!

You know how tak glam I look when I sleep and find it cute, you're indeed special!

I love you, always and forever :)

HAPPY 11th monthsary :) 

My bestfriend, brother, and my best boyfriend! <3

Today is the day!

Last night I passed baby my house key, this morning when I woke up I saw him, okay actually its kinda he woke me up. FROM A BAD DREAM! I had the most weird dream ever, ok my dream i forever weird and dramatic to the extend which 90% wont happen in real life, adventurous dream! HAHA. okay, so here's how it goes....

FIGLET

killed ...

FLUFFY

 

Went to school today for paper (baby sent me ^^)and guess what? there are so many china students or rather student who dont put in any effort asking to cheat in exam! Its like HELL NO?! If you dont bother to study, others hold no responsible for it yo. Its unfair to share with you what I had put in effort on. Call me whatever you want but too bad I dont have to please you ya. If friend helps you that way, that isnt a good friend. Whats more if youre a stranger, I hold onto my integrity ok! Thats what I was taught to be! OK, bad stuff aside! Woohoo! Finally I've done my exam and yeap, it was mangable. So happy Im confident of at least a pass already cos my lec gone through the ans right after the paper. Haha, really thank God for His strength and grace thats upon me. Indeed, without Him im nothing!


OMGGGG!!! In less than 24 hours I will be standing in front of the entire church to dance, most nerve wrecking part is that im positioned in front of PK! OMG! What a privilege yet so stress! OMG its like 10 times more scary than being on the stage please! But I really thank God for this opportunity man, its been long since I danced/ performed. Though this is an easy routine but still its something different. Though I have danced for praise before but not like the entire song la! So excited for tmr, I hope I wont make any mistake though its kinda hard! Hahah gonna prac and give my best shot! ^^ I MUST NOT MAKE MISTAKE! anw.... shld i join DM? hmmm, they holding an audition soon aft TBG. hmmm. I no confident one leh! >.<


OKAY! enough said.. super tired tmr still got sch! gonna buy papa's present. didnt get to see him or 2 days alrdy :( since his bday! :( hurhur. Shall do all I need and rest now! nighty people! 


OKay some pics.... OF YTD

Two nail polished that baby bought me ^^

X9 (super bright!!)& B48

I shall do a review on them soon!

NIKE exhibition

The free shoe lace they gave which baby and I thought its a tag or smth. LOL WE WORE IT ON OUR NECK! -.- 

BYE. GOD BLESS! XOXO

Just dance.

 Maggie my bf cooked for me on sat :D

One more pic of vege soup *its gone alrdy :(*

Okay, its probably a bad idea to start my post with picture of food. OMG, you cant imagine how hungry am I. I only had yogurt, a tad bit of cereal and sliced and fried fish soup + rice. It may sounds like a lot, but hell no! I had dance prac today! Its super tiring learning the whole song of  ' today is the day' OMG, I swear I will never forget this song  just like how I cant forget "God of my life" which I dance to during church anni. HAHA. But I would say its all worth it, dancing for Jesus. Even when my exam are like really near (THURS :/) OKAY I seriously needa start doing something, ok la I did.

Before going dance prac today, Akina, Carrie and I went to library to do our assignment. Apparently we cant concentrate and we spent less than an hour, im serious lol. ok, at least I finished my Budgeting account :) HAHA! proud* I totally deserve a pat on my shoulder! 

Prac was awesome, I enjoyed throughout though at some point it was really confussing. I realise I cant stand first row cos I cant focus, i have to stand at the back to dance really nicely. ok weird enough, I know. the feeling of getting on my dancing shoes and dance is AWESOME! Tmr is papa's bday but i think i wont be home early :( so sad, actually now is papa's bday le. Cant wait for thurs, exam finish I will be dancing in joy for real! 

Tmr baby gonna meet me after sch, yeapie!! WED is our dating day! weeehee! I foresee bringing some stuff home tmr :p heehee gonna shop abit for sure! my body are aching badly, hope it doesnt affect my performance tmr! HAHA i cant believe I can actually catch those steps so fast also! HAHA though todays's prac ended quite late. 

Its getting late and im tired, gonna hydrate myself and rest! nighty earthlings! 

PIC OF ME YTD~

 when i feel like im having ugly/ puffy eyes i will wear my geek to draw the attention away ;p

XOXO!

The Lord is our Shepard.  Protect us on Lord, for this battle is Yours to fight. 

We trust in You, united as one we stand  strong to see Your glory reveal .

ANYTHING, AS LONG AS ITS BOW!

 THIS IS GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!!

Best ribbon tattoo ive seen

Fruitful day!

Woohoo! Today is such a fruitful day! accomplished much ya! Went to school in the morning, HAH I wasnt late but I was super unwell in the bus. quite long story was angry during the trip but well, thank God i felt better after a while. My tummy was upset cause I had spicy vege soup on sunday and before I go school. But its worth it, wahahah super nice yo! I wanna learn how to cook it, mom and dad says its super easy. Haha time for me to show the world that I can cook! weehee! :D 


A picture of me eating it with rice while watching Joseph Vincent's music video *he's hot!!!*

School was alright, kinda feel that my lec is kinda stress and rush. He only taught us about what is gonna be tested, is it a pro or con? hmm, well. time waits for no man, so my lec must rush through. we dont have much lesson with him already. After school met up with my ex clique. Haha was talking about assignment quite happy cause if I dont understand i can approach them, they are super fast in finishing their assignments. Its kinda bad for me though, but oh well Budgeting is not gonna be tested again since our assignments are about it. Learnt the ratio thingy today the different ratio. okay I shouldnt say so much about accouting here, nobody is gonna be interested in this.

After school Akina and I went to Beadstreets, Cine to get nail polishes and I got myself earrings too. The things sold in that shop is really cheap, and also I found the nail polishes colour that I have always been wanting to get, plus there was an offer so I got them, haha. I wanted kinda mint green though when i tried it on it wasnt, but still ok cos its a pretty colour :D I also got a royal blue. The offer is 1 for $2.50, 2 for $4. so I got these 2...

B25, 36

As I was looking through the polishes I saw a bunch of polishes at the side for like 2 for $1 so cheapo me went over and take a look and i found 4 that kinda caught my eye. After contemplating for awhile I finally decided to get these two...

J10, J13

This polishes are different because its kinda shimmering, kinda pearl like. And I guess people these days dont wear those so often. Haha, but I kinda think its nice! So cheap! just get la! HAHA

Also went to look at their earrings because they are really cheap. 90 cents for a pair, min 2 pairs. So i picked these two as Akina thinks it nice as well! 

Royal blue ribbon

Purple 'threaded' heart.

I would say it will be awesome if they carries bows, but sadly they dont! :( So I still have time before my dance prac start so I went to scape first cause my phone was dying and really have no idea who to contact. Went to the box box shop (forget the name) I saw really cute rings which boyfie says he gonna get it for me on wed ^^ *happygirl93*

Okay, apparently I went up to the prac area it was awkward in the beginning but alrighty everything went fine. The main instructor wasnt thr to coach us. I didnt attend prac on sun so I was kinda blur but I catch the steps quite fast, enjoyed myself. Its was fun! Gonna go for prac everyday except wed cos is papa's actual bday and cos im having ITM (management) exam the next day. OK, im still not very prepared for it though I have already done those notes. haha. Went home straight after prac (8pm), wanted to buy Gong cha but I was lack of 20 cents :( 

Okay stupid thing that happened in bus, I was sitting beside thise Diners club lady which I have no idea why on earth is she starring at me like im from Mars. LOL scan me through, stare at my hair. omg nvr see blonde before meh? I was so pissed I almost turn and stare at her, but I didnt. I wanted to spam baby on whatsapp but.... my phone was dying. Then after like 1 min, the lady asked me ...

' you are accounting student?' (i was holding my tb in my hand)

I replied ' nope.'

She even asked me where I stay and the route of bus 700 which I dunno la. LOLOL too bad >.< then i just plugged in my earpiece and kinda blast song to avoid further questioning.

When im home I had spicy vege soup again ! YAY! but sadly to say, its finished already :( Then mama came home I told her that regarding the bomb in phone bill last month it might be because my student plan have ended which ended on 14/06/2012 if im not wrong. Sooooo.. which mean my oh my my bill gonna bomb this month again cause I smsed so much!!!! Only using whatsapp now to communicate. AHHH I hate whatsapp, ok maybe just BB's whatsapp.

Went running with dear at 11+ ran and glad to hear from him that I've improved :D heehee, so fat already la me :( Then dear sent me home and accompanied and helped me out with my family laundry, (SO KIND OF HIM^^) then we also snacked :( ( he gonna be so upset if he see this) cos we kinda eat as much as we burnt. lol but its ok la I dont mind. HAHA! 

Okay its late now and im still blogging waiting for my hair to dry while enjoying my Japanese Green Tea which my bf bought for me from Daiso Japan. HEEHEE

NICE!~

Oh just being random, this is my nails for the week! :D reason behind why i cant paint the nail polishes to show~ :) I LOVE BOWS~

I shall now study abit and rest for the day, till my hair gets dry~~~

xoxo :)

P.S. MY NOSE IS HURTING AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHYIEEE :(