Photos of Yesterday.

 check out my nicest $1 braclet!

 check out my cutest bf <3

 MUACKS

He is a hipster cos he uses instagram and i dont :( lol! 

xoxo!

Long long week ahead.

Its gonna be a super long week ahead. So many thing to deal with.. I dunno how to go through it.. Exam, assignments, dance prac omg. How to balance like this... Strength and grace please be upon me. Im so tired and all.

Kinda regret much taking up such responsibility, like Ive offended a few people or smth cos im the in charge. But well, im not the over all in charge. You cant blame me if you cant commit right? Im just doing my part as a attendance collector ya. OH WELLS!~ Enough of bad moments, lets move on to the happy ones!

Had an advance bday celeb dinner for daddy today, cause we cant make it for his actual and he will be working overtime that day, kinda happy cos its the first time where everyone are present. Daddy and mommy, Bro and Ying, Sis and Paul, YT and I :) See the pattern? YES, everyone have a partner! Nothing too special, just had dinner at 257, ate so much im so full. Gonna give dad his present on his actual, cos i have yet to get one. Im soooo tired. Haven even started on my assignment, and its both due on 6th Aug, someone just motivate me please.

I wish my problem or stress can just fly off like a helium balloon, such a packed week.

MAY STRENGTH BE WITH ME.

signing off, XOXO.

Someone get my ass kicking :(

I kinda felt that I have wasted too much time on things that are useless or at least not doing any good or me. I should be studying or doing my assignments which my friends have already started or already done. OH MY, I dunno whats wrong with me, I just cant get into the study mood. Can someone help me? :( It sucks much when you just cant get your study mood on. Its like I want to do this but I cant. BOO x(

Been thinking quite a lot about life these days, what I wanna be or rather who do I see myself as few years down the road. I have always been really lost in life, my dream and what I wanna achieve in life. I was full of dream, full of hope and faith. Till few years back, I just fail in everything I do. I gave up my passion in arts, stopped dancing, living life like Im still 10 years old. Damn, sometimes I really wish to be young, what was it thinking when I was younger? lol. Some people just gotta learn life through the hard way, and I guess Im one of them? Nobody live a smooth sailing life, everyone will fail somewhere, sometime in life. But I always tell myself not to give up. Be it in my life or whatsoever. Yes, I might not be the brightest kid, the prettiest girl, the most talented one. But, at least I try and never give up, thats what life is all about isnt it? 

When life dont go the way I want or rather the way I planned, I realised i'd often blame God. I dunno why, maybe because I compare too much? Why cant I lead a normal life? Have a normal academic route as people? I dont ask much, all I want is to enter poly and get a dip. I even gave up about my dream as a .... *for me to know, for you to find out* But oh well! Life just loves giving me lemon, so I can make lemonade? 

I believe that when things like this happens... I should never blame God anymore. Being a christian doesn't mean I have a problem-free life. Problems happens so I can grow.... Okay, my initial intention wasnt to blog about life. But well, feelings~ haha!

Life is full of ups and downs. I will im still young and all I stress about is which crayon to choose for my art piece. Okay, this is making me have negative thoughts crawling in my mind slowly~ Before I become emo and all.... CIAO! xoxo

To my dearest!

Hey Dearest! 

JIAYOU <3 must be really hard for you now, jiayou! dont give up. You're not alone! Lean on Him alrighty! 

Think about our future house *smirk*, this will be worth it alright :) I love you <3 XOXO

It's FRIDAY

Isn't this what have been waiting for since every Monday? It's finally FRIDAY! TGIF, TGIF, TGIF!

Okay, as my clique already decided not to go for lecture today, so apparently I didnt went la obviously. Planned to self study but it was super super unproductive, I guess im just a night study kinda person so..... 

PRESENTING A STUDY MOMENT OF A TEENAGER

after 10 mins...

okay Im leaving you, books.

Isn't that what every teenager faces? haha i was really bored and distracted, so I continued with the current book im reading these days. Speaking to your future by Steve Munsey! AWESOME BOOK!

Played with my guitar for an hour more after reading and I was bored, had some time before I have to head out to CGM so I took more pic! Hahaha dont judge me, im a girl, a cam-aholic hahaha!

 My eyes like cats eye!

Got home from CGM, had nothing to do so... take photo! hahaha 

 NYX- RLS, strawberry milkshake & Essence -long lasting stay long lipgloss, berry me.

Okay, Im so tired now~ gonna study later. much to catch up >.< *grasping air* BYEEEEE~

Faith.L xoxo

Balance, key of life.

Church, relationship, dance, exercise, quiz, assignments, finals. oh my... 

My July is so packed.. i need some air to breathe! School have been awesome actually though i skipped school once every week :/ my clique decided not go go school tmr, haha! Kinda love my cliques know, they're really awesome carefree people. Akina, Carrie and I are the more stressed up ones studying everyday! The guys are like having their cool~ ( Edrick aka the didi and Devan aka my subway buddy).

Its only the 3rd week and gosh we already had one quiz which weigh 20%! next week gonna take another. 

Gosh, I wish i can manage the paper as I will be so busy with all the dance prac I have to go >.< TIME MULTIPLICATION PLEASE! Daddy bday is next week too, dunno what should I buy for daddy~~ I BO LUI LIAO!! Emerge coming up everything gonna take my breathe away~ lol! Quiz on thurs, wish me luck lol!

Im so lovin' baby carrots! :D 

Another pic, Feat. Fifi :p

I needa keep up with my running man (nt the show ah!), HOHO! Must lose weight ah! Aug gonna be really packed for me as well, assignments, bday (9th AUG ;p), exams then the long awaited break! Hopefully we dont  have to go back during revision week! I'd rather self-study for real!!!

Anyways, I forced YT to eat my baby carrots too!!! :p

*ok, without make up -.-*

We went to town with my $2 Daiso Japan slippers, and i totally cant stand it so we went to H&M and bf got me a new pair of more presentable slippers and socks! super cute! :)

Oh yeah~ IM A SEPHORA WHITE CARD HOLDER TOO! :)

Ok, enough of crappings.. Time to hit the books again, thank God my lec hinted us really obviously!! OK LEGGO HIT THE BOOK!

LITERALLY ^^ v

Till I blog again~ ciao! xoxo.

I CAN DO IT, JIAYOU! 

I feel so bad whenever i know you're waiting for you even when you are so tired. 
i dunno if its me or anything, i dunno how to communicate well.
i know its not that you dont feel it, its just that you dont say it to me.
sorry if this relationship is making you tired instead, sorry if this is making you sick.
if im the cause of making you sick and tired of being tired, i rather you let it go.
cos i just cant please you well enough.